and I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
when people run in circles it’s a very, very
mad world, mad world
In truth, I opened this blog in hopes of remaining in contact and enjoying old friends while at the same time meeting and getting to know new ones. Tonight, I’ve finally decided to say that I’ve failed at both. My contact with people over the past few months has waned significantly. I perhaps haven’t tried my hardest, but it feels like no one else has either. I’m feeling incredibly isolated and frustrated and angry right now as a result of this. People have lives, I get that, but I would like to be brought into them sometimes. And with everything that I’ve been going through lately, I haven’t had the energy to fight as hard. I’m tired and hurt and this is the cause of the real purpose of this post. I will be leaving this blog for a while. In the morning I will be signing out of the account and I won’t be back for what I anticipate to be quite some time. I won’t delete it because I don’t know if one day I’ll want to come back. However, for now I need to be rid of the constant reminder that I have social networks that don’t facilitate socializing nor networking. If you see this post and want to talk to me, let me know by morning and we’ll figure something out. If not, maybe I’ll see you around someday and if I don’t, travel safe guys.
Why the hell have I suddenly been overcome by this incredible desire to play Pokemon Black/White. After all these years of being ‘done’ with Pokemon and it’s back. What?
Guess I’ll just watch it all burn.